Jan 10/09 -Catharsis / Sad bastard.

******OK NO MORE SAPPY SAD BASTARD WRITING.
ONLY POSITIVE FROM NOW ON.

Death comes for us all,
but not for me,
I will not be celebrated in song,
I do not exist in history,
I will not live on in memory,
we are immortal in our absence,
for we were never truly there,
and all the experiences in this life,

are as real as ships passing in a dream.

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Hold me close,
I'm too afraid to live alone.
I do not need air,
I do not need soil,
I do not need water,
the cities can turn to ash and ruin,
achievement can crumble and decay,
everything good can fade from memory,
and bathe the world in a sea of grey,
I can embrace the end with open arms,

As long as I have you.
Telling me I'm great.


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Your face follows me.
your memory haunts my mind
I see every waking moment,
soft and clear your dark eyes,

what do you see when you think of me.
dark and brooding waste of space,
a quiet absentee,

I wanted to be your world
to hold and make you whole,
you were everything that made my life,
a shadow for my soul,

Your happiness was my compass
you created and destroyed me.